I logged onto my facebook account late last night to find a message from a friend of mine informing me that my pictures were on a website I frequent a lot. I had no idea that they would be posted there or that I would be on the main page of the site. I sent my photos in as part of a competition but didn't realise that everyone would see them!
If you would like to check it, the address is: http://www.thebiggestloser.com.au/before-and-after-sonya.htm
I was absolutely thrilled and read the comments posted about me by other people telling me how well I had done. I was very proud of myself but also super excited, I had never had people telling me that I was a star and that I had inspired them. Tony also put up a link to it on his webpage http://www.trackking.org saying how proud he was of me in such a public forum. He had many of the people who play the game say how good I looked, how I should be modelling his t-shirts etc. The exhiliration and sheer impact of those comments means I feel like I am somebody now. I am no longer worthless, ugly, fat and disgusting. All of those feelings inside of me and all of those thoughts when I looked in the mirror no longer exist. Today I walk proud with my head held high.
I also had someone I hadn't seen for a while turn up for Sophia's soccer match and they asked me who I was, I just giggled knowing that I had turned the corner and no longer see myself as unattractive. I am beautiful inside and out.
Until next time,
Awesome!!
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