Waiting, Waiting!!!

I have had my application submitted to Satac for my course and now I play the waiting game. I find out in 2 weeks whether I managed to get in. I'm really excited about it and can't wait to find out. Tony reckons I am a shoo-in to get in but we'll see. I am focusing this week on trying to reduce the amount of food I have been consuming. I have felt like a bear in winter, stocking up my body with food in order to hibernate but because I operate 365 days of the year, I figured it was time to put what I have learnt from Weight Watchers into action again and start tracking my food properly.

This will help motivate me I think into bigger and better things. At the moment I am also trialling something else which I am keeping secret because I want to see if I can survive without it. It has been a number of years since I first needed it so I want to try living in the real world without chemical help. I do not have any vices as such that have detrimental effects so to do this would mean that I would be like everyone else. We'll see what happens! I am being monitored by Tony and I have told him to watch for any downfall in my behavior, sleep patterns, energy levels and general overall demeanor.

Looking forward to a relaxing weekend except for the early start tomorrow for soccer. I am starting to resent the fact that the games are so early in the morning. However, I digress that if said child would like to be in the state team as she sees her future, then I can't say no to her playing.

Here's to a good weekend!

Until next time,